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Post by icesayer on Aug 6, 2015 11:50:23 GMT -5
"Uhm, no, I didn't. With her being as fast as the wind, I could only catch a glimpse of her. What's wrong, is she mad?" the young tom was a bit worried now. What if he had hurt Sunpaw? He felt a sudden urge to follow her to make sure she was alright, but a tiny voice in his mind told him not to. He was too much of a coward to walk into the medicine cat's den, too much of a coward to approach Sunpaw and talk to her while Lightears was inside the den too.
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 6, 2015 20:42:57 GMT -5
"Well, that is true." Snowpaw nodded in agreement. "She seemed, stressed. As if sad and angry at the same time, mostly sad." Snowpaw had a hard time explaining. "Her fur was bristled, and she seeemd a bit irritated as well."
Sunpaw could hear them, and flattened her ears, trying to ignore the noise. She looked down at the herbs she had brought in and started sorting them.
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Post by icesayer on Aug 7, 2015 8:30:21 GMT -5
Ooc: quick post, I'm on my phone.
"I... I think I should follow her." Swiftstripe meowed, nervously flicking his tail. "I'll talk to you later, if your mentor decides to let you join the hunting patrol, perhaps." He really hoped she'd join the hunting patrol, he was starting to like chatting with Snowpaw quite a lot. He turned and walked over to the medicine cat's den, but when he got there, he hesitated. Standing before the entrance, he gently meowed: "Sunpaw?"
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 7, 2015 17:10:10 GMT -5
OOC: I've been on the phone most of the time for this topic)
IC: "My mentor usually lets me do what I want, so I'll see you then." Snowpaw said, looking forward to the hunting patrol. She wasn't great at hunting, but still enjoyed it. When Swiftstripe mentioned Sunpaw, Snowpaw glanced at the medicine cat den, seeing Sunpaw's golden tabby pelt inside. "But yeah, go talk to Sunpaw. Maybe just apologize." She said, flicking her tail.
Sunpaw froze when she heard Swiftstripe's voice. She always feared this would happen. They would have to confront each other eventually. "Yes Swiftstripe? Do you have an injury, or are you sick?" She asked stiffly. Of course, Sunpaw didn't think that was the reason he came.
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Post by icesayer on Aug 8, 2015 15:34:05 GMT -5
"N.. No, I.." Swiftstripe immediately regretted coming over here, but he had no choice but to continue talking to her now. "I wanted to see if you were okay.. I was.. Ehh.." What was he? Worried? Concerned? Troubled? Anxious? "I just.. How are you?" he ultimately said, not knowing how else to express himself. He now fully stepped inside to look at Sunpaw, and he could indeed see that she was struggling with herself, overwhelmed by the many emotions and mixed feelings thrown at her.
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 8, 2015 17:19:33 GMT -5
"I-I..." Sunpaw stared af the ground with her ears flat and her fur bristling, frusturated and uncomfortable. She always tried to act calm, holding in feeling so cats thought she was okay. Medicine cats were supposed to be calm and focused at all times, right? Sunpaw was the opposite. She was a total mess. "I'm fine." She said, the words caught in her throat. //But I'm not.// She thought, almost saying the lie out loud.
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Post by icesayer on Aug 9, 2015 15:08:40 GMT -5
Swiftstripe sighed. Why couldn't she be honest to him and just let it all out? Cry, scream! Scold him, judge him, hurt him, anything! After all, she was a she-cat and he was a tom. No one would mind a she-cat crying, they all had once cried for some reason. But toms, toms couldn't cry, otherwise they were called pussycats. "Don't lie to me, Sunpaw!" he growled, being both sad and agitated. "I want to fix things. I want to know if you're hurt and I want to know how you feel about me. So please, tell me! Tell me you hate me! Or.. Or.." He didn't know what else to say.
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 9, 2015 16:03:30 GMT -5
Sunpaw was quiet for a moment, and a tear rolled down her cheek. "I don't hate you, Swiftstripe. I wish we could talk about normal things sometime. But I can't, and I have to act like everything's alright even if I wanted to kill myself. I don't, but I just don't want my mentor to be angry at me for crying, or being sad. But..." She glanced at Swiftstripe then back at the ground, her eyes watery. "It's hard, knowing that you can't have a happy life, the only company you have is a quick compliment from Lightears or a bit of confort from StarClan, but nothing else. I'm lost and alone. Maybe I'm exaggerating. I want to be a warrior, Swiftstripe, I really do. But I was always destined to be a medicine cat, since the start. I wish I wasn't." Sunpaw whispered, starting to cry. "I'm not mad at you. I'm not angry. You're very nice, and there's no reason to scold you, yell at you, no reason. What's the point, anyways?" She cried silently, her tears falling to the ground.
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Post by Sakura on Aug 9, 2015 22:38:52 GMT -5
Lightears heard what Sunpaw said and pawed over to her. "Sunpaw, it's alright to be sad once in a while," she meowed, "it's not good to keep negative feelings bottled up inside, they're going to harm you more than a thorn in a paw." She gently taps her head to Sunpaw's as an, "it's alright" gesture. "You know, I don't hate you," Lightears purred, "it's just, when you don't listen sometimes I get worried, especially when we go looking for herbs." She took a deep, calming breath trying not to cry.
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 10, 2015 14:18:37 GMT -5
(...I thought they were alone in the den...)
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Post by icesayer on Aug 10, 2015 15:12:42 GMT -5
Ooc: She wasn't then xd Or maybe Lightears heard her from outside the den and walked in. Just go with it.
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 10, 2015 15:34:32 GMT -5
OOC: Ok. Are we doing a posting order?)
IC: "You don't get it! You chose to be a medicine cat. I didn't get a choice! Maybe if you were me, you would understand, but you don't." Sunpaw hissed through gritted teeth. OOC: Short post...bleh.)
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Post by icesayer on Aug 11, 2015 6:08:14 GMT -5
OOC: No, I didn't mean it like that haha.
Swiftstripe felt caught up in two different arguments, one between him and Sunpaw, and one between Sunpaw and Lightears. "Umm.." he thought. "Don't medicine cats have to bear the knowledge of basic battle training in case they need them? Maybe you can give Sunpaw a day off, to practice some battle techniques with me and some of the other warriors?" he suggested to Lightears, though he didn't know whether Lightears had planned something for Sunpaw to do today or not.
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 11, 2015 7:43:58 GMT -5
"No, it's not learning, or work! Not either of you! It's just the fact that I can't do anything!" Sunpaw snapped, pushed her way out of the den. She walked into the clearing and out of camp. The she-cat realized she had over-reacted, but didn't want to go back and apologize. It would be awkward, and she'd still be crying.
Snowpaw hadn't seen what happened in the medicine cat den, but based on what Sunpaw looked like as she walked into the clearing told Snowpaw that something had happened.
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Post by Warrior101 on Aug 11, 2015 13:38:45 GMT -5
Snowpaw looked out across the camp, where the sun rose, pairing the sky an ombré orangish-red. She flicked her ear, breathing in the sweet fall air. The heather that circled the camp was a golden brown, swaying in the breeze. Sunpaw lifted her chin and closed her eyes, the wind lightly ruffling her fur. Lightingpaw looked at her brother Tigerpaw. She sighed as he challenged some other apprentices. She walked over to the fresh-kill pile and picked up a rabbit. She took a few bites out of it until she was full. " Hi Lightingpaw! Whats up?" her friend called. she looked at Tinypaw. " Nothing just eating a rabbit." she laughed. Her father the leader of the Clan walked up to her. " Its time to trin Lightingpaw. Your mentor Roaringwind is waiting." Her fathers voice rumbeled softly. " Yes Metelstar."
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Post by Sakura on Aug 11, 2015 14:18:42 GMT -5
Before Lightears could continue Sunpaw stormed out of the den. "Sunpaw, if only you knew," she whispered while shaking her head. Walking farther into the den Lightears took a deep breath and felt the cold breeze of leaf-bare. I hope she'll be alright, she thought, I can't go after Sunpaw when she's mad but still, I worry.
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Post by sunpaw on Aug 11, 2015 17:50:27 GMT -5
Snowpaw looked out across the camp, where the sun rose, pairing the sky an ombré orangish-red. She flicked her ear, breathing in the sweet fall air. The heather that circled the camp was a golden brown, swaying in the breeze. Sunpaw lifted her chin and closed her eyes, the wind lightly ruffling her fur. Lightingpaw looked at her brother Tigerpaw. She sighed as he challenged some other apprentices. She walked over to the fresh-kill pile and picked up a rabbit. She took a few bites out of it until she was full. " Hi Lightingpaw! Whats up?" her friend called. she looked at Tinypaw. " Nothing just eating a rabbit." she laughed. Her father the leader of the Clan walked up to her. " Its time to trin Lightingpaw. Your mentor Roaringwind is waiting." Her fathers voice rumbeled softly. " Yes Metelstar." Warrior101, there is already a Clan leader, you need to make a bio for each cat, and unless you are a member, you cannot post on the Main Clans.
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Post by icesayer on Aug 12, 2015 4:43:37 GMT -5
Swiftstripe really didn't know what to do any more. "Ehh..." he said, just standing there, not moving a muscle. He looked at Lightears, then at the entrance of the medicine cat's den, then he turned back to Lightears again. All the while, he had widened his eyes and opened his mouth, staring in awe. "I... I didn't... Did I do this? I..." he tried to apologize, but really didn't know what to say. How was this his fault, what had he done now?
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Post by sunpaw on Sept 17, 2015 22:29:59 GMT -5
Snowpaw peeked her head into the medicine den, her eyes wide. "Did something happen?" She asked. Sunpaw had always been overly dramatic and very sensitive, but Snowpaw was still concerned, as usual. The young medicine apprentice was known to be usually sad or frustrated, so at the same time Snowpaw thought it might not have been a big deal. It probably wasn't. She thought.
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Post by Cedarfur on Jul 9, 2016 8:36:09 GMT -5
Hello
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